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Appraisal, Proposal, Aur Ek “No” Jo Pehli Baar Dil Se Nikla

Appraisal, Proposal, Aur Ek “No” Jo Pehli Baar Dil Se Nikla

Ahmedabad ke uss polished stockbroking office mein subah ka scene roz ka hi tha—glass cabins, muted AC, keyboard ki tik-tik, aur chai ki woh same cutting jiska taste sabko pata tha, par phir bhi sab roz peete the. Market open hone se pehle hi Harshad Mehta ka mood office mein temperature decide kar deta tha. Agar boss khush, toh target ka pressure bhi “manageable” lagta; agar boss ka brow thoda sa bhi tight, toh pura floor Sunday morning jaisa shaant ho jaata.

Nidhi Shah is office ki woh employee thi jo kabhi loud nahi hoti thi, par kaam aisa karti thi ki sabse pehle uska naam yaad aata. Team coordination, reports, follow-ups, client decks—sab kuch clean, sharp aur deadline se pehle. Uske colleagues mazaak mein bolte the, “Nidhi, tu toh Excel sheet mein bhi emotions hide kar deti hai.” Woh bas muskurake bol deti, “Emotions se appraisal nahi milta, yaar.”

Uski life bhi waise hi structured thi. Office, ghar, office, ghar. Ghar par father, Prakash Shah, retired accountant—quiet, practical, aur itne emotionally reserved ki kabhi-kabhi lagta tha unhone feelings ko bhi ledger mein “pending” mein daal diya hai. Nidhi unse pyaar karti thi, bahut, par dono ke beech warmth se zyada formality thi. “Khana kha liya?” “Haan.” “Late mat aana.” “Theek hai.” Bas itna hi. Jab bhi Nidhi ko lagta ki woh kuch personal bol sakti hai, Prakash ka silence usse rok deta.

Office mein uski desk-friend Pooja bilkul opposite thi. Pooja ka kaam kam, observation zyada. Woh har rumour ko office se pehle smell kar leti thi. “Main gossip nahi karti,” woh bolti, “main bas market scan karti hoon.” Nidhi us par has deti, kyunki Pooja ke bina office ki duniya aur bhi dry lagti.

Us din appraisal meeting thi. Sab log thoda nervous the, par Nidhi apne usual composed mode mein thi. Harshad Mehta ne meeting mein sabko numbers, targets aur “performance consistency” ka lecture diya. Uski tone wahi old-school authority wali thi—jaise har sentence ke end mein invisible stamp lag raha ho. Nidhi ka appraisal achha gaya. Usne socha, finally maybe promotion. Usne already mentally apne ghar ka EMI chart aur father ke medicine expenses ka balance kar liya tha.

Meeting ke baad Harshad ne kaha, “Nidhi, ek minute cabin mein aao.”

Pooja ne aankhon se signal diya: “Congratulations, boss ne bulaaya hai.” Nidhi ne bas nod kiya aur andar chali gayi. Cabin mein AC thanda tha, par Harshad ka mood aur bhi thanda. Woh chair pe aise baitha tha jaise office uska extension ho aur log uske decisions ka part.

“Sit down,” he said.

Nidhi baith gayi. “Sir, appraisal ke baare mein—”

Harshad ne haath uthaya. “Promotion mil sakta hai. You deserve it.”

Nidhi ke andar ek chhota sa relief aaya. “Thank you, sir.”

Phir Harshad ne ek second ka pause liya. Woh pause itna awkward tha ki walls bhi uncomfortable lag rahi thi.

“Par ek condition hai,” he said.

Nidhi ka face thoda stiff hua. “Condition?”

Harshad ne direct uski aankhon mein dekha. “Shaadi ka proposal bhi consider karo.”

Nidhi ko laga shayad usne galat suna hai. “Excuse me?”

Harshad bina blush kiye, bina hesitation ke bola, “I’m serious. Tum competent ho. Stable ho. Office ko samajhti ho. Main bhi… single hoon. Dono ke liye practical arrangement ho sakta hai.”

Nidhi ka dimag blank ho gaya. Jaise koi software crash ho gaya ho. “Sir, aap—”

“Think about it,” Harshad said, almost like he was offering a revised target sheet. “Promotion aur future dono secure ho jayenge.”

Nidhi ne chair ka armrest pakad liya. Uske kaan mein bas ek hi line ghoom rahi thi—promotion ke badle shaadi? Yeh koi joke hai kya? But Harshad ka face dekhkar samajh aa gaya ki uske liye yeh joke nahi tha. Woh genuinely isko ek business-like arrangement samajh raha tha.

Nidhi ne bahut controlled voice mein kaha, “Sir, this is not appropriate.”

Harshad ka jaw tight hua. “Soch ke bata dena.”

Woh cabin se nikli toh uske pair apne the hi nahi. Bahar Pooja ne ek glance mein sab samajh liya. “Arre kya hua? Promotion hua ya boss ne stock market se bhi zyada volatile offer de diya?”

Nidhi ne kuch nahi bola. Bas desk pe baith gayi. Pooja uske face ko dekhkar serious ho gayi. “Nidhi, bol. Kya hua?”

Nidhi ne low voice mein sab bata diya. Pooja ka reaction priceless tha. “Kya? Uncle ne appraisal ko matrimonial ad bana diya?”

“Pooja, please,” Nidhi whispered, but her eyes were already wet with anger and humiliation.

“Please kya?” Pooja leaned closer. “Yeh normal nahi hai. Boss hai, koi rishta.com ka pop-up nahi.”

Office mein rumour ka speed internet se bhi fast hota hai. Do ghante mein adhi floor ko pata chal gaya ki Harshad ne Nidhi ko “proposal” diya hai. Kuch log shocked, kuch entertained, aur kuch log woh type ke the jo kaam se zyada tea breaks mein live updates lete the. Nidhi ko sabse zyada gussa is baat ka tha ki uski competence ko ek personal deal se contaminate kar diya gaya tha.

Usi shaam, building ke lift lobby mein uska saamna Karan Bhatia se hua. Karan next building mein rehta tha aur kabhi-kabhi same lift, same security, same chaiwala share ho jaata tha. Commercial pilot tha—clean shirt, calm face, aur aisi smile jaise tension uske around se politely walk karke nikal jaati ho. Woh Nidhi ko dekhkar normally tease karta tha, “Aaj bhi office ne tumhari soul pe overtime lagaya kya?”

Par us din Nidhi ka face dekhkar usne mazaak nahi kiya. “Hey, kya hua?”

Nidhi ne polite but distant tone mein kaha, “Nothing.”

Karan ne lift ke mirror mein uski aankhon ko dekha. “Nothing ka face thoda alag hota hai, Nidhi. Ye wala face ‘something very wrong’ wala hai.”

Woh uske saamne zyada push nahi kar raha tha. Bas itna bola, “Agar baat karni ho toh I’m around.”

Nidhi ko uski yeh simplicity ajeeb tarah se achhi lagi. Koi interrogation nahi, koi assumption nahi. Bas presence.

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